December 2010
Baby Names
Every time I try to make a mental list, I always forget a few. So I will now make a list that I can look back on for reference.
Girls:
Naomi, Jade, Lily, Lia, Abby, Emma, Autumn, Audrey, Cora, Lynn
Boys:
Jude, Damian, Ryan, Noah, James, Collin, Finn
I want to do something crazy
I want to do something that makes me feel alive and carefree. I want to dye my hair blue, cut it all off, and throw it all over the place. I want to run around outside in my pajamas and scream and laugh and dance in the street in the middle of the night. I want to go up to every person I’ve ever liked, wherever they are, and kiss them right on the mouth. I want to go on the loudspeaker at...
“I don’t want to start thinking again. Not like I have this last week. I...”
– Perks of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Csbosky (via thechocolatebrigade)
I’m embarrassed to talk to you now. I don’t really know why, but it just feels like, lately, during every conversation I have with you I mess up somehow. I don’t know, I’ll just say something stupid or a little too weird, or too bitchy or awkward or something. Or I’m too invasive and stay on one subject too long. Just for one minute I wish I could read your mind just...
In the mood for a emotional post.
When I think about you, my stomach does that little jump, which everyone gets when they think of their crush. But then, it fades into this ache, this hurt, the kind of pain you feel when you have a bruised arm, dull and throbbing. It sits there for a little bit, while I think about conversations we’ve had, looks we’ve exchanged, secrets we’ve...
“I need to be alone. I need to ponder my shame and my despair in seclusion; I...”
– Tropic of Cancer by Henry Miller (via thechocolatebrigade)
I love how I go on facebook and I see all these posts from these freshman girls saying things like this:
“some girls are just pathetic. i’m glad i have the friends i do, fuck all you fake ones”
When the reality is THEY’RE just as fake as the people they’re complaining about. It’s interesting to see how oblivious some people are to the fact that they’re...
“NO ONE can change a person, but someone can be a reason for a person to change.”
– Spongebob Squarepants (via thechocolatebrigade)
“Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to...”
– Sigmund Freud (via thechocolatebrigade)
So glad I discovered Tumblr (well, had it shown to me)
Otherwise, where would I go when I needed to bitch?
Or let my hopeless romantic side reign free?
Or post those pictures of blurry colorful landscapes with those little love quotes?
Or have my minor mental breakdowns? (the major ones render me incapable to do anything, let alone go on the computer)
So, I would like to propose a virtual...
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It...”
– Neil Gaiman (via thechocolatebrigade)
It’s interesting to look back on the people you like(d), and try to think of the first moment you started liking them.
Sometimes, you have no real clue, you just know that you like them. And that’s that.
But then sometimes you’re remembering, and you think back on certain school days or parties or just times you’ve been around them, and you remember thinking “Do I...
I think, sometimes, its easier to lose someone you...
28237.) I love him, although I really shouldn't.
Today is the 30th anniversary of John Lennon’s death.
Just thought I’d point it out.
I have depression.
I can’t deny it anymore. I was trying to just brush it off and say that it was just a mood. But I can’t use that excuse anymore. I’ve suspected it for a long time, I have all the symptoms, and this awful feeling, it just won’t go away.
And I can’t tell my parents about it because they’ll do what they always do, “You need to eat better,...
